@erikas I went to see my internist but she wasn't available so nurse practitioner. Got a script for gabapentin and ativan, helping a little and allowing more sleep. Hoping to get into another pain clinic and here back next week. Its been the 8-10 days since Mayo called me to review my case referred by my GI doctor, I haven't heard anything. Hoping I don't get a letter that they won't try to help. Seeing a pelvic floor PT Monday. I am holding on is all I am doing, trying to be nice to my family but still feel no hope.