Yeah John your right that doctors are human and their is so much they don't know but sometimes l just don't feel like being their ginnie pig just tell the truth. I don't know. And l wouldn't even go to them because l know my God can heal but sometimes you have to go through to increase you faith and trust him. And sometimes you might have to help someone else and lift them up. Just like you do to me and others but sometimes you just get tired of falling and not being believed. And have to travel somewhere else or keep looking for the doctor who will help. I found one and we laughed because he did his clinical where l use to live. And he told me if we need to do your procedure right away l will do it personally. That felt a little comforting and another doctor who told you they did the procedure wrong. And l know for sure l am blessed and highly favored because just to be able to write is a blessing and getting my memory is also when you told the doctor you didn't have dementia and not to except a generalerational curse of members in your family who had dementia and then died of Alzheimer. And then because of that family history right away that your diagnoses when you had memory issues from a brain injury and they can't explain God's blessing. And l always looked at JOB because he went through but came out with double what he had before and that how God blesses. He never give you more than you can bear. So l pray that they find out what's going on so l can be able to take care of my grandchildren so my family are not scared if something may happen if you have them alone np. But l am always glad to hear from you and the inspiration that you have for all of us. That's what l call a blessing take care of yourself and l will be praying for youalso.