@hopeful33250 It seems these very characteristics that keep me from achieving any kind of trusting relationship with any one. I felt the prior therapist breached my confidentiality and told her so. She had blown me off when I mentioned what was in her notes online. I went in with a copy of my records that are now available to all in the current medical group I am in. No denying it then. I hope she learned something from this. I was not angry, but concerned. I have already been discharged by a specialist since this appeared in my chart online. Maybe a just a coincidence. She did nothing illegal and even if this were the case I would not even think of taking legal action. I am beginning to feel discriminated against and this is probably my own insecurities. I do feel that my trust ended at this point and she may have felt intimidated in some way-who knows? Therapists are people too and there really was nothing more she could do as I never could relate to her and the opposite was true. The professionals are rarely willing to admit failure or having made a mistake-in my mind this was the case. She slammed the door. Currently not feeling positive. These professionals do talk and mayhap felt threatened because I did challenge her although not in a threatening way-I asked a question was blown off and returned with proof.
Yes, move on get over it...working on this in many areas.

@parus What a difficult experience. I certainly feel for you and I hope that you are able to trust someone again. Teresa