Suggestion to everyone here is alongside whatever docs or treatments you also get a therapist (mental health). Not that you're crazy. It's that pain by itself is difficult and then add to that trying to find the right doc or treatment - it's a lot for one person to handle on their own. Family and friends can help (but sometimes or often don't). And often people in pain self isolate. Therapists not only listen (which helps) but often can give advice, support and encourage you. It does make the journey a little easier.