@debrap57
Debby, I'm sorry that you're going through so much. It's hard when you have no one to lean on. I facilitate a Bereavement Support Group and being alone when health issues arise is very challenging for my Group. Everyone supports each other which is great. It sometimes takes time to find the right antidepressant. I take 10mg of lexapro. It doesn't help with my chronic pain but helps me to deal with it and take the edge off. I pray that you find the right one for you. I know that feeling of just want to be comfortable. Hang in there.