@debgeo21979
I feel for you! My story is not related to your specific physical condition,, rather towards what you said about feelings towards the surgeon. I was not diagnosed properly and was written off as an overdramatic female. My treatment (not cancer) once I had the correct diagnosis was a bit difficult to get used to but my surgeons were terrific. I am still staring at a form to fill out re my treatment at a specific clinic - to file a complaint.
I am so angry and frustrated I almost feel paralyzed if that makes any sense.