@dmarkz0101, I added your discussion to the Gynecologic Cancers support group here: https://connect.mayoclinic.org/group/gynecologic-cancer/

You may also be interested in this related discussion:
- Uterine Papillary Serous Carcinoma: What treatments did you have?https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/uterine-papillary-serous-carcinoma/

Please consider yourself (and anyone else in this group) also invited to join the monthly support group meeting hosted by Mayo Clinic social work held the second Monday of every month from 5:30 p.m. to 6:30 p.m. Eastern time. https://connect.mayoclinic.org/events/

I can understand your strong emotions of being mad, probably also sad at times, that you are disrupting your family to care for you through a second run with cancer. It sucks. It's not in your control.

Do you have a good rapport with your oncologist to ask questions and get frank answers of how things might be expected to progress with or without further treatment? How are you doing today?