@pml no truer words have been spoken. Thank you so much! It has been a very tough Journey. This last year has been unbelievably tough but knowing that my husband is waiting for me in heaven and that one day I will be reunited with him has helped me to get through it. Also, having a grandson for the first time in a second grandchild on the way has helped a little bit to see the smile on my wee one's face, the light up of his eyes makes everything worthwhile. I believe in the promise of the Resurrection. I will see him again someday and we will be United for eternity with with God and our Lord Jesus Christ 💗