@tammy65 I hear you loud and clear! I am very sorry to hear of how your life has changed... for the worse. Six years ago I was cycling 30-50 miles a week. Skiing several times a week. Working around the house, etc. My pain was well controlled with some drugs and a spinal cord stimulator. Then, suddenly, all my pain returned. No more cycling. Eve a pain pump has not helped. Be your own best advocate! Search for treatment options. Try non-invasive measures first. Then, more invasive treatments like spinal cord stimulator, pain pump, Dorsal Root Ganglion, among others. Don't give up. God may have extraordinary things in store for you, my friend.