@loribmt Hi Lori, I meant to respond to your last comment but I got distracted. I'm being admitted this Saturday the 15th. I've been wanting this day to come and now I'm 5 days away and I am still feeling pretty anxious and nervous about everything. I don't know why I feel so much fear. This procedure is supposed to give me my life back, so I'm trying to understand where all the fear is coming from or what's it trying to tell me. I've just lost so much from this disease that I'm afraid I won't get them back 💔 😪 I just want to be on the other side of this. I see so many positive stories from other people of who went through a stem cell transplant and they're living their lives again. I'm trying to walk in faith and believe God will do it for me, it's just hard sometimes.