@franeteller I just lost mine as well! He was laid to rest this week! The day before my brother died! I am really trying to not say why did this happen to him and my spouse! I know the medical part! But.. two men that I adore!!! I will be at his celebration of life soon! I am beyond sad but grateful they both are not suffering! I still want my spouses arms around me and hear him say that he loves me! But that cannot happen as I well know! I just hope that one day they find a cure for this horrible disease that has taken three men out of my life! I wish you the best and just know that I get it and hugs are coming your way!🫂💕