@cheyne such a beautiful written response. My neurologist says I have Huntingtons disease and normally you have 5 to 10 yrs. I asked is that form onset of symptoms or diagnosis. He didn’t laugh 🤷🏼‍♂️ I managed funeral home and crematories for over 30+ yrs then was a donation coordinator for a tissue bank. I know what’s coming for our shell… I have been an embalmer for over 40 yrs. When you’re gone you’re gone. I understand the progression of my disease and hate but know it is what it is and it’s no one’s fault and like you said we all die from something at least I know mine and it’s not going to be a surprise… I’m actually really ok with that❤️I have a lot more pain then I’d like and that’s my journey… I hope your journey takes you to a beautiful place 😘