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Only two hours being up and my heart is already racing. There are so many people, and I'm worried that I'm going to screw up and be outcast... I have those that support me, but I'm seemingly still irrationally scared of the people... Their voices come together and are so loud...
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@underedwardstale2018 You are not the only one. It takes me until afternoon to even think about leaving my apartment. I am surrounded by noise and if I turn the TV or even music on it sounds like nothing more than high-pitched screeching and everything runs together until I want to bang my own head against the wall.
My apologies if one may thing I am exaggerating and would that I were. This is how things are now and at times accepting it is a hard thing. I won't even discuss this with a therapist. By afternoon it usually improves.
Okay, now I have stated the awful truth about how crazy I am. This is not normal nor is any pleasantry. To think there are those that take designer drugs that will do this.
BTW I am not Schizophrenic and in need of anti psychotics. It goes a way by later in the day. Sure there is a logical reason and not a clue what that would be. If it were not for fear I may mention it to a therapist.