@kentmcdaniel I lost my husband of 57 years May 12th just 45 short days after being diagnosed with grade 4 glioblastoma. Because he was non verbal, could not speak, we never got the chance to have any conversations. I talked to him constantly but he could never reply. I cry every day, numerous times each day. I have no closure since I have no idea what he was feeling, what he wanted to say, if he was ready to give up, etc.. We had our first great grand child who he never got to meet yet still I find no joy now in life. I feel the loneliness, sadness, pain of this loss and pray everyday for strength to continue on without him. I have even wondered if I will ever see him again and if that love will still be there. Just don't give up. Find a grief support group which won't bring her back but also talk to her.