@positivethinking I’m sorry to hear about your pain.

My dad did go for monthly infusions. He wouldn’t take the Gabapentin because you can’t drink alcohol.
He was an alcoholic. So, he was in pain much of the time.
12 years ago today, he got hit by a car while crossing the street and died. He was 85. I believe he was walking too slow, and the driver didn’t see him.