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My Opioid Addiction

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I have had a long road with opiate's and have mostly self detoxed and it was hell.
I would go years off pain med's but always pain drove me back. My last round was in 2008 being on 90mg morphine 3 times a day plus oxy/s
I Googled 'Safe narcotics" and came upon a clinical trial of suboxone at Columbia-a inpatient program.
Firs day was sheer hell but eventually I was given the buprenorphine and quickly felt normal again.
Yeah I know it was one drug for another but I gotta say it was not the same. I was able to stay on dose and never felt drugged. I stayed on a year or so then went super, super slow in a taper. I was taking mere crumbs of the pill! I skipped days and then stopped. next day went with buddies to Atlantic City swam and gambled and spent the night. Okay I still had to take a few months to feel 100% normal but it was not a hellish WD like from other opioid medications.
After a year or so off, my pain got to me and I found a clinic that prescribed suboxone and after a while just subutex or regular buprenorphine without the naloxone.
On it since 2011 and itis okay for pain control but slowly losing it's effect. I guess it is normal but I have had 4 major surgeries and it did not do well at all the last hip replacement so that stinks.
However, I do not worry a lot I am just glad i can come off if and when I want but can make that choice.

Glen

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@gbear1953 I understand as I have been dealing with it for 15 years and 15 back surgeries. I was on a large amount of opiates for ten years, at one point 40mg Oxycontin plus 10-16mg Dilaudid on top of that per day and then 80mg Oxycodone/day, but then got a pain pump and now am off the high doses. The pump changed my life, though I still can get significant pain, I am much better than before. I do take 2-4mg of Dilaudid a day along with my pump but that is max as my pain doc will not give me more nor do I want more. My pump has a mixture of Dilaudid, Baclofen and Bupivacaine in it, and my dosage is 0.95mg Dilaudid/day 90mcg of Baclofen and 0.95mg of Bupivacaine. My pain doc is a microdosing believer, no more than 1mg Dilaudid/day, so I am near his max on that as well. Have you looked into a pain pump?