@joannef20

Unless you live with constant that you don’t even get a few hours a day of Chronic Pain that is over a seven you’re not living. I’m tough I’ve had migraines since since my 20s and kind of fibromyalgia and mild gut pain but now the central medial abdominal pain syndrome in my gut down the middle. Nothing touches it except for enough fentanyl at the ER and they won’t do it people after time who are your family and friends gonna give up on you because you start isolating when you’re this sick and they’re tired of hearing there’s no good news. Nobody likes hearing that it’s hard on my spouse to not yell due to the pain and pushes my kids away, and my friends are kind of forgetting me because I’ve been sick too long and I can’t do anything with them and they’re living. They’re full lives. I don’t make Facebook because it’s just a show off thing and I don’t need to see people loving in life and taking a vacations and doing all the stuff that I can’t do anymore I don’t need to add to my depression