Have you ever considered to some how remove yourself from being anywhere near this person? Being away from this person can help you to heal at least somewhat. There are people who do believe you but are afraid to be associated with you for fear that this person will also hurt them. Some how please try to be far far away from this person so you can start to heal your body and your mind. Do not mention this to any new doctors. Only concentrate on healing yourself which means getting mental health. I continue to see a mental health doctor and will till the day I die. There are people here who do care for you but you must make the first move. We are here for you.