Sorry you’re going through advanced cancer. When I was diagnosed with breast cancer the first time, a colleague who had just gone through it told me this: it will be an interesting journey. There will be people you think are close that will walk away, but there will also be people you hardly know that will step up to help you in a big way. She was exactly right. It reveals the character of the people around us. Hang in there are focus on those who have stuck with you. 🙏❤️ oh, and yes, that contrast is gross.