@dhbskier One day is a miracle for people like me. Congratulations on 7 1/2 weeks. That is incredible. I have thought about Dharma recovery. I am familiar with AA and it has worked for me, today. Honestly, it boils down to giving up control. Finding a power greater than me. The Universe is a power greater than me. Everyone has something greater than themselves. This time, I did NOT have thoughts of drinking. Maybe a fleeting flash, but I play the tape forward and remember what it was like. It is hard to get sober, easy to relapse. I do not ever want to be on that hell merry go round again. Good on you! Just for today!