Looking for new PCP. Have a bladder issue and was given PAP by another because she had never done one. I wasn't there for PAP, but one was done for practice-I am not at risk so no harm done as the one being instructed seldom gets a result and now seeing a specialist tomorrow-why I was at the PCP to be referred. Yes, I feel used and have been cramping for 2 weeks now. Abuse never stops. Just wanting to disappear. Things like this should not happen to anyone :(. Have got to get through another exam tomorrow.