@judimahoney Judi, thanks for what you wrote ! I have been so feeling sorry for myself. Everything, and I do mean everything, has fallen to me to do, to learn how to do, and to take care of. He no longer wants to do anything, other than sleep and will finally come to the table for meals, after I call him a few times. He also, doesn’t want to bathe, etc. Except for walking, he is actually in better physical shape, than me. I am carrying the load. And, though I know he can’t help how his mind has become, I just have such feelings of resentment. I do still love him dearly, and would not abandon him !