@sunnygardens No you are not failing, simply going through an extremely difficult situation, to say the least. I try to take one day at a time, meeting all of my husband’s needs, and at the end of the day, I feel I’ve done by best, loving him through this cruel disease. I know my prayers are heard, and I know where I draw my strength. I hope, too, that you will let go and know you are doing your best each day, and be proud of who you are and the good that you’re doing for your loved one. Lots of love…