Thanks for your response and thoughts ED. I notice that your name indicates that you may be from New Jersey, if so, you might try contacting "Samaritan" Grief Support. I'm getting support from them with a weekly telephone one on one counselor, plus I attend weekly meetings with a "Hope" grief support group, which is very helpful. However, at my age (92), I will no doubt be grieving the rest of my life. Take care, hopefully the counseling helps heal.