I’m so sorry that you’re feeling this way about your medication, is Peroxitine causing you bad side effects? It’s very normal to have anxiety about being on medication, I’m so much older than you and I have the same issues, sometimes we have problems with anxiety and depression and they can be scary too especially when you feel like you have no control over what you’re feeling. I believe that we’re fortunate to have these meds in our world, they have helped millions of people, young and old to get through terrible times and turn their lives around, they get better every day and gain more control of their lives again, imagine how hard it must have been long ago when they had really very few medications to help them. It’s a journey that you are going through and it will take time to heal and be able to cope with your life again. I hope that you have support from others to talk to that are going through the same thing, it’s very helpful and rewarding, remember that you are not alone and when you feel that you need to talk, coming here will be a great place to start with your journey back to health and happiness.