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eway and dbamos
Hi. Would wake up in the morning with my pj s stuck to my leg wounds from the belt 65 years ago. Brother beaten too. He'd yell "I'm gonna make you for a cripple ... within an inch of your life." Mom cowered (coward?) downstairs. Trauma still here + triggers. No one wants to hear about it. Don't blame them. The unbeaten don't understand.
We have to live with it, thinking and being different because someone scrambled our brains. *
They are not at fault. Someone (WW2, The Depression Persecution) scrambled THEIR brains.
Keep on keepin' on👍
* meanwhile, God has given me many wonderful blessings
Replies to "eway and dbamos Hi. Would wake up in the morning with my pj s stuck to..."
@shmerdloff thank you for replying. After I wrote my little story I thought….is that TMI? Can people even understand and/or handle these scary messed up moments I shared. I’m so sorry you went thru hell as a child. I’m beginning to think these trauma wounds and memories never go away. How could they? It scares me to think I’ve been alive this long and still, tears come to my eyes when I think of myself and other small, helpless and innocent children being abused. I just need strength to keep going forward. Your words helped me today, and again, I’m so sorry you went thru that.
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note: the old man did the yelling, not the brother.