@gunshy - sorry this has been such a rough road. I would definitely suggest finding a good doctor to walk you through this.

Tapers off numerous mental health medications are super tough, and I've experienced it myself. I've even had to provide feedback along the way to my doctor overseeing a taper that something was going amiss. The right doctor will respond quickly and then adjust things for you.

Your pharmacist, providing you trust them, may have some good suggestions of a doctor who might walk you through this.

How are you doing today?