@sunnyflower - I would be happy to walk you though how I found your post.
1 - I copied a phrase out of your message to me "they didn't want to enable me" (without the quotes).
2 - I went to the top of the discussion and clicked the search icon (magnifying glass on a computer) or the search box at the top of your phone/tablet.
3 - I pasted the "they didn't want to enable me" into the search box and pressed Enter (or Search button on phone/tablet).
4 - It brought up a list of posts and the one I was looking for was the first one by you.