@sdbonniea123 I feel the same as you. I'd already been on antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds for years before my diagnosis. I've also been in therapy for years. I'm definitely a glass-half-empty gal. I've been trying to rely on my faith and church family, but even that hasn't really helped.
Sorry to ramble on about myself, but I would just say you're certainly not alone. If you have a faith community, I would reach out to them for support. If your cancer is non-metastatic, there's a wonderful support group here at the Mayo Connect site that meets via Zoom every Monday evening from 8-9 ET/7-8 CT. They often have guest speakers from various BC disciplines at Mayo with Q&A, and other times it's simply sharing. I encourage you to check it out! I'll be praying for you, my Pink Sister! ❤️🙏