@logi I'm sorry you've had to go through all of this. Losing a portion of your tongue complicates things substantially. It's a lot, but you are not alone. Most of us have had challenges beyond which most people are accustomed. I've been dealing with aftereffects for 20 years, so I can tell you it gets better, or maybe I've just gotten used to it. Allow yourself to grieve what you've lost and hold onto the hope that things will improve. Wishing you well.