@sle3364 Thank you for writing back to me. Yes, the waiting is so difficult. I have been in that place so many times. For me, anxiety is about what may or may not happen. Sometimes what works for me is to say to myself, instead of the worst that can happen, what if the results turn out to be good news? As I think about it most of the times I have worried about my test results or a medical appointment the outcome was good news. I am hoping and wishing that it is good news for you.