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Doctors wanting their patients off opioids are stupid. But don't quote me on that. If morphine is so bad, why did they prescribe them for us. How is it that they have treated pain for centuries and now the bureaucracy rewrites history and opioids do nothing for pain. Sorry. The whole thing angers me.
My prescription for morphine was 30mg 3 times a day, when I decided to taper off, then I only went up to 15mg 3 times a day. That was a mistake. Now he announced to me that he won't raise my dose. The PC thing is that my body has gotten used to it and if he raises it once I'll just keep needing more.
So, I've been making myself take only two a day and at the same time getting the prescription filled on time each month. There are days when 2 is definitely not enough. Sometimes I just push through, but sometimes I take 2 at night because I'm in so much pain. You know that feeling, don't you.
If something else stopped the pain, I'd be all over it, and would willingly stop the morphine. But I've tried everything that all of my doctors could offer, and nothing has helped. I shouldn't say "nothing", because Lyrica was beginning to relieve the pain, until I ended up in the ER, incoherent, couldn't walk, no memory. I couldn't live with those reactions just so my feet wouldn't hurt. I've forgotten how to cry. I would be in tears every night and every day.
After I told my doctor (not my current one - I lived in another place) that I was attempting suicide he was considerate and allowed me to make arrangements for others to do my work and I self admitted to a suicide failure facility. The normal stay there was 3 days. I stayed for 6 weeks because I knew that I would do it right the next time, as soon as I got home.
Sorry. You didn't need to hear all that. I retired at 55 on Social Security disability and Medicare became my health insurance, and they approved the SCS implant. There's very little that they have declined. Even then, a letter from the doctor gets things approved.
I wish that I had taken the advice from a man in this forum, to do a lot of research before signing on with the surgeon. As in research about the doctor. He did the procedure fine, but I have never to this day laid eyes on him except in surgery.
Well, I seem to have lived up to my usual record, and written way more than necessary. What's stopping me now is that my dog is pestering me to let her out.
Thanks for listening.
Jim