@jlharsh
Thank you so much for sending this . Right now I am trying to hold myself together. I think since I know that this is indeed the problem, everything has gotten worse , if that makes any sense.
I am in a panic because I don't have a doctor. The doctor I saw for less that 30 minutes who ordered the blood tests was abrupt, cold and indifferent and said if I wanted she would prescribe the Donepezil. So the first thing I must do is find another doctor. My pcp is at UCLA so I will try to get an appointment there. The scary thing is I have no family near at all who can help me. So that is a big worry. There seems to be a dramatic worsening of symptoms the last few days ..... forgetting things, even typing an email last night I made countless errors because my fingers kept getting on the wrong keys- that's something that has just begun. I am making countless errors and have to back up and retype. I am wondering if my panic is doing this or what is going on. Very frightening. I think I will have to get some anxiety med if this continues. I am in a very bad place right now .