@klro0001
Hi,
My Neuropathy started in my early thirties. I also had the water sensations. The pain, burning, stinging numbness, pins & needles were awful. I couldn't walk very far. I am one of the lucky ones. Mine got better many years later. The burning now is so mild it's virtually gone. All my other symptoms are better too except the numbness which is worse. When I was having other pain problems my doctor prescribed Fentanyl, and it did help my Neuropathy as well.
You talked about Anxiety, depression suicide, and being ”Super positive.” I'm not trying to diminish the seriousness of what you're going through but you can’t allow yourself to change your positive attitude to negative, it will only cause additional problems and you have enough to deal with. Just take one day at a time and never give up. You’ll get through this just like the rest of us have.
Jake