Thank you. It's so true though as I sit here crying reading everyones responses and likes. You all do help me. I'm at the hospital now hooked up to my 6th lidocaine infusion, after taking my hydrocodone for comfort and pain relief. I hate taking a narcotic! I'm so against it. I've never drank, smoked or done drugs and here I sit going through the motions with lidocaine that doesn't help this far, just trying to reduce the hydro.