This isn't a normal reaction to thc. Before I quit thc March 1st, I was doing 90%+ thc oil. Ive smoked off and on since the 1970s and have rarely heard of a reaction like yours. Where can I get some of that? Im kidding. If it helps you, maybe see if you can find a weaker strain. The euphoric feeling shouldn't be as mind bending as you describe. Maybe try a smaller dose. I dont use it anymore due to being an impending organ donor. I still wont return to it after the donation for personal reasons. THC has its benefits, but then so do opioids and refrain from those. I suffer from pain in my lumbar, shoulder and both wrists. Lets face it, pain sucks. I would be very careful considering your reaction isn't typical. Good luck!