@artscaping I feel like I have a alien eating me up inside . Today I chose to laugh , smile and live in the moment , this alien will not conquer my spirit as it has only been part of me since Feb . I am grateful I am still here and can walk , talk and laugh . I was told I was born with a extra happy gene . Like everybody I will continue to search for answers . Today feeling grateful!! Hoping you have a peaceful day and watch a funny movie I suggest The Upside !!