@gothakechi I’ll start searching right now. Understand you don’t want to worry your mom. It’s a thought, but consider how hurt, confused, lost and yes, even angry and guilt-ridden she will be for the rest of her life if you try to hurt yourself. Just a thought. I have some young friends I’ll check with for more sources to help you. In return I ask that you don’t hurt yourself before we talk again. Pinky swear!