@dpayton
Thanks so much for your well wishing, kind words and encouragement 💗🤗 It is appreciated a LOT : ))) ! Yes, one has to permanently be in gung-ho mood since otherwise PC wins by default 😑. Mr. Surf is extremely appreciative but would rather not think "about it" which is fantastic self-preservation tactic regarding mental health but when cancer is in the picture that tactic can be dangerous *sigh So, it is very tough balancing act 😬 and I am crossing Grand Canyon on very thin rope lol . Luckily so far he "activates" full force when going gets tough and than sails through obstacles with perfect speed and form, ha ha. I just have to work on my "happy" face for his sake and my family's sake in general. Soooo darn hard though ...