@heavyphil

Ha ha, yes - oh how wonderful it would be to trust and be sure that experts would do it amazingly well.

Thanks for stopping by and for trying to make me feel confident 💗🤗, much appreciated ! Regarding "preparation", you know how it is, no matter how much we prepare it is always a blow below the belt (literary and figuratively).

I am angry at the universe at the moment - perhaps better than being engulfed in sadness ? I do not know, I do not know how am I still "normal" to be honest. lol After so much turmoil in our lives I hoped for at least having boring and quiet old age. But nope ...