@fastinghrt Hello......if possible, please take to heart the stories of others who post here. Many, the vast majority, have found ways of coping and putting this condition into a manageable place in their lives. It does take time. Be patient with yourself, and realize this is a treatable and manageable circumstance. It isn’t a death sentence, because in your case it's been "discovered", and now can be dealt with. With the support from your care team, and understanding what changes can be made, you'll succeed at finding a workable perspective for this health change. You're very fortunate to have this new knowledge which can protect you and give you the insight on finding a new way to live an excellent life!! Peace and strength to you going forward!!