@heavyphil

Thanks so much Phil for the info and for sharing < 3. I will check it ASAP. I went to "Incredibles" and imagine what - they do not ship to CA (???) I hope to God that Hemp Doctor does : ((. I was shocked since CA was one of the first states to legalese medicinal hemp and contacted them and they wrote back that it has something to do with some CA regulations, OMG , I guess they protect profit of their local "growers" here lol or what ?
Anyhow, I went to a doctor and she prescribed to me Trazodone (supposedly it is prescribed for insomnia in small doses) but of course, I had the rare side effect *sigh - heart racing !!! Luckily I took only half of a pill since I know that I react to meds in unusual and "rare" ways : (((. So I was laying in bed with heart racing like crazy and at the same time groggy and falling asleep which was very scary thing. Than as soon as I fell asleep there was strong shaking and sounds of crackling and jingling and whole caboodle of unholy sounds and vibrations - EARTHQUAKE ! 😳 I was downstairs faster than my husband had a chance to even sit up in a bed lol - I am terrified of earthquakes since as a child I experienced some terrifying ones where things were falling and walls cracking and me running down the stairs being bounced like a bouncy-ball until I reached a door and than I was not able to open it since of course with violent shaking door posts move left and right and back and forth and one can not open a door 😵. Anyways, fast forward - when I feel even smallest earth movement I act like a "cat on a speed" and end up out before geological service even has a chance to make an announcement. Oh yes - instructions say "drop, cover and hold" - *pffffftttt ahhahaa, NEVER it is going to happen with me - no way siree lmao. Of course, with my wonderful karma and amazing luck in life I ended up living in California of ALLLLL places in this world : / ...

So, I will check Hemp Doctor now : ))), wish me luck ! And, yes, do not worry, I will start with minuscule particles of a gummy since my body is weird indeed lol.