I definitely should find counselors. I feel like I am going to lose it soon. My wife is currently going through a tough time and it is really tough to watch helplessly. She had a craniotomy, then had to return to the hospital because of a bacteria infection. Another surgery and a few complications make this seem like a never ending battle. We have hope and a lot of great specialists working hard for us. Wishing a better happy new year for all of us!