Welcome to Connect, @ld57feast. Like @capricorne1 said, you are very strong. And fortunate to be surrounded by people who come to visit. I thought you might also be interested in this discussion in the Cancer group where people living with stage 4 cancer talk about all sorts of things openly and honestly - humor included. Everyone has a different cancer. Metastatic is the commonality.

- Talking Frankly about Living with Advanced Cancer https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/talking-frankly-about-living-with-advanced-cancer/

@ld57feast, do you live on your own or with family?