Oh, ironically if I were to pursue the medically assisted death I would have to return to the city I had to leave since I couldnt work. I dont think the person I talked to here took me seriously however my primary does. I have been denied many referals where I live now from my doctor who is still in my previous city home. I knew how bad the healthcare was from living here in the past and it was a fear of mine when I had to return here which makes living with this disease worse.