@northoftheborder Truth! Can't say my proctitis was a little irritating but get what you are saying. Seems if photon could miss stuff that doesn't show up on a scan and EBRT nukes everything good or bad in the zone. A lot to be said for having a desire to live your fullest life regardless of the lemons thrown in. I bitch about some of this but also get out and live life if it isn't too bad.