@pamperme That is a very high Decipher score and you’ll probably be on ADT for a full year because of that.
But don’t get bummed; if it’s messing with your head, it’s a real chemical side effect. The blues - and frank clinical depression need to be treated chemically with either anti-anxiety drugs or mood elevators.
Don’t make the mistake of trying to ‘man up’ or ‘tough it out’ since SE’s usually get worse the longer you’re on ADT.
Talk to your RO and get a referral or an RX; this is not uncommon and they’ve seen it all before. Best,
Phil