My heart goes out to you. Regarding PURE REFINED PURPLE EMU OIL, Your comment about the odour is strange because I have been using Purple Pure Refined Emu Oil for many, many years and it has absolutely no odour! I don't know what I would do without it! Whenever I have a flare up, it gives me almost instant relief, and in a few days, it is in remission. I buy the large, 16 oz size of Emu Oil. It will keep in the fridge for many years. I always have it on hand for the next flareup. I keep a small amount in a smaller bottle in my bathroom for quick easy access and refill it as needed. This keeps it at room temperature so it will soften. I only buy Pure Refined Purple Emu Oil and I buy it online. You apply it with your fingers and it gives wide silky coverage. I tried Emuaid in the past. Although it contains some Emu Oil and is a good cream for some uses, it gave only short-term relief. It does not heal the way Pure Emu Oil does.
Good luck on your journey