@samjdp
I'm on that same mental roller coaster, I totally know what you mean! I literally have the same cycle of really angry and frustrated at the Drs, where I want to go confront them and yell at them how terrible they are at their jobs. Then the next day I'm like "oh well I'm too tired to be mad." It's nice to know these thoughts aren't isolated.

I'll be thinking about you and if I forget to check in before your March appointment, let me know how it goes! I'm rooting for you < 3