To carol222. I believe that if we live long enough we all will have regrets. Some big, bad ones, which we can’t change, now. Also, small aggravating regrets, and we wonder how we could have been so foolish. It seems that you are doing very well, and that you are blessed to be able to do all the things you are doing. I’m not judging your feelings. Some feelings we just can’t change, no matter how much we’d like to. But Philippians 3:13 gives a good statement, for us about that.